Not only is February known for the leap year day it has every four years, but it is also one of the months with the most relationships occurring.
So you can imagine how many times a day, I have spent pulling my hair out as I see half of everyone getting into a relationship. Every time I go on Facebook, my news feed seems to either be filled with tiny pink hearts or engagement rings. Now, it's not to say that I am not happy for these people, but if you asked me what it is that I envy the most, it would be people in stable relationships.
Don't get me wrong, I love the idea of being single and flirting around with guys, but at the end of the day I don't seem to have anyone to think about or anyone I would love to see every day.
Yes, I am a hopeless romantic that absolutely hates jumping from one guy to another (it always ends up bad). I dream with the day that a guy will absolutely sweep me off my feet and will fall madly in love with me.
(Okay not as cheesy...)
I've always heard never to rush anything and that sometimes when you least expect it, you find what you desire. It's true, it has happened to me before, but with time I have come to realize that the more I age, the more impatient I'm getting...
Did I happen to mention my birthday is coming soon?
Yes, my birthday.
It's not just ANY birthday, it's MY birthday and for those who are not aware, my birthday comes every four years. Meaning that I'll be turning 6 years old on February 29th.
So why do I hate February so much?
1) Half of everyone gets into relationships.
2) Half of everyone gets engaged.
3) While everyone has someone to hug at night, I just have my phone.
4) My birthday is this month and I hate getting older.
5) Chocolate sale after valentine's really doesn't do much for my waistline.
6) Another reminder that I'm not quite meeting my resolution goals...
Okay, so it could be worse, but for a romantic like me, this is just sad.
And now a word from my favorite show, Scrubs.
Gotta love rants sometimes.
Hanny the coffee bean